Tired Old Pose

I don't draw much these days. No one's asked for a commission in years, and I've just not been encouraged nor inspired to draw.
As a result, I've lost my skills to do so.
Even with this practice sketch, I recycled an old pose I've used dozen times already. And even then, I managed to get the proportions off.
I find myself with an abundance of free time and no drive to create. Let alone pick up a pencil. What's the point? A.I. trash has already taken over everything. No one cares about real art anymore. They haven't for the last decade. Unless it's a.i. generated, art of an already existing IP, or if you're already popular, no one looks twice. What's the blooming point anymore?